some people call me a space cowboy, some call me the gangster of love
and some might call me a damn drunk ass fool. a few things a friend emailed me as to remind me of the fact that when drunk i shouldnt try to type.
madhatter7: oooo i lov ethis dong ((that meant: oo, I love this Song
madhatter7: whats a b ix tho?madhatter7: box (( I didn't think "box" was a word while playing scrabble...scary
I'm sure my typing got worse as the night progressed. I really dont remember though...I remember waking up on the bathroom floor with the dog licking my hand. I passed the muthafuck out hard.
I wonder who all I called this time and left stupid messages on their phone. Sorry to anyone who got my drunken ramblings on thier voicemail or in their ear.
I have a bad hangover. When standing i feel like falling over, when laying i feel like vomiting. sitting seems to be ok though.
I should stop "binge" drinking. It really doesn only make things worse. The feelings that made me wanna drink are still there while drinking and the next day as well. I rewarded myself for a weeks worth of not drinking and taking my meds everyday and doing what i was supposed to etc. by getting smashed and not taking my meds and not eating all day.
I should stop drinking...but i know i wont
madhatter7: oooo i lov ethis dong ((that meant: oo, I love this Song
madhatter7: whats a b ix tho?madhatter7: box (( I didn't think "box" was a word while playing scrabble...scary
I'm sure my typing got worse as the night progressed. I really dont remember though...I remember waking up on the bathroom floor with the dog licking my hand. I passed the muthafuck out hard.
I wonder who all I called this time and left stupid messages on their phone. Sorry to anyone who got my drunken ramblings on thier voicemail or in their ear.
I have a bad hangover. When standing i feel like falling over, when laying i feel like vomiting. sitting seems to be ok though.
I should stop "binge" drinking. It really doesn only make things worse. The feelings that made me wanna drink are still there while drinking and the next day as well. I rewarded myself for a weeks worth of not drinking and taking my meds everyday and doing what i was supposed to etc. by getting smashed and not taking my meds and not eating all day.
I should stop drinking...but i know i wont
posted by themadhatter at 12:12 PM
3 Comments:
LOL @ that comment. anyway, miss candace, as you said in ur journal you shouldn't drink, and i wish you wouldn't drink in such excess sometimes! drinking once in a while is okay, even binge drinking despite what those people say but lately you've been drinkin a whole bunch. makes me worry :(
we all worry....
Okay so you reward yourself by drinking AND not taking your meds or not eating all day? That sounds like a punishment to me. Im not one to preach about alcohol (lol) but at least eat something dammit praysie. lol, and what about the breathilizer hooked up to yer monitor..heh. I want one to screen all my late night phone calls, wink wink.
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