"I found Jesus..
...he goes buy the name "hey-zeus" and steals hubcaps from cars.." -Bloodhound Gang
~in the nicest way i can put it~
Did church just let out right into my blog or what? I appreciate the prayers, support, people acting like they care etc. Fer reals though, I DONT DO THE GOD THING. -ESPECIALLY THE JESUS THING. Yes, I'm aware that some may say "well that's why you are having problems"...please don't.
~in the nicest way i can put it~
Did church just let out right into my blog or what? I appreciate the prayers, support, people acting like they care etc. Fer reals though, I DONT DO THE GOD THING. -ESPECIALLY THE JESUS THING. Yes, I'm aware that some may say "well that's why you are having problems"...please don't.
posted by themadhatter at 6:14 PM
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hi
a few years ago
all I thought of was killing myself
from the second I woke up until
I went to sleep at night
non stop
all I thought of was killing myself
everything I saw
came with it a vision of how I
could kill myself with it
I know I could kill myself with ANYTHING.
The visions came with an 'egging-me-on-to-do it' suggestions too. Those weren't so hard to ignore as the 'visions'.
I never tried to do it though.
NEVER EVEN WANTED TO TRY IT!
I KNOW that ALL SUICIDES GO TO HELL.
hell is infinitely worse than ANYONE'S life here on earth.
hell is forever.
eternity...burning in fire and flames.
I thank GOD
that HE delivered me from that demon
(that's what I had)
In JESUS' name I was set free.
When GOD set me free, the stupid non-stop suicidal tormenting visions stopped INSTANTLY.
Thank YOU, GOD!
I am sorry you haven't met JESUS yet.
HE is the only one who totally knows you and still loves you just as you are.
HE is also the only one who can help you to change your life for the better.
HE is the only way to get to GOD, forgiveness, and heaven.
All these things, I pray for you.
I tell you this because once I overheard a girl telling her bestfriend she was having suicidal thoughts ALOT,
and I felt GOD wanted me to talk to her about JESUS, but I didn't do it, because I didn't want to embarrass her...upset her, I don't know, I just didn't do it. That's when that stupid devil got onto me. Then I understood the torment she was going through. I truly pray she made it through alright.
I pray you do, too.
GOD Bless and keep you.
I used to live in El Paso and Juarez.
Had a friend who lived outside of Las Cruces. I really loved it there.
Although, I have never heard of Wonderland Az before...
Wonderland,AZ is between Never-Neverland and Sherwood Forest. The only way here is to take a magic-carpet ride from Agrah-bah. (can i get a spell check on Agrah-bah please)
orrrrrrrr you can follow the White Rabbit. He is hard to catch up to though because he's in a hurry for he is always running late.
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Well, a prayer is a prayer. And I guess you can't stop people from praying for ya Candace. And it's also nice to know that people care enough to do so. love ya! x's and o-e-o's
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