do not breathe
or move at all
make no sounds
im on the wall
eyes closed
body tense
wish away
makes no sense

cold metal in my hands
dangerous they say
buried in the sand
wish where HE did lay
2nd amendment right
forced to give away
why cant i feel safe?
nothing seen as gray
uve screwed yerself again
like every fuckin day
im tired of u doing this
where will u run now pray?